orientation found a new friend first party first college kiss ex-college classmates he gets a girlfriend, he is my friend but he has a friend.
he has a friend who becomes more than my friend
first friend, first kiss, and classmate misses me walks me home and wants to chat 4/20 I'm not in my element Freshman year I'm insecure first friend, first kiss and classmate dupes me hits me where I'm most vulnerable makes me question if his friend, who is more than my friend likes me makes me question if I'm good enough
first friend, first kiss, and classmate comforts me I'm not alone, even though I'm alone kisses me
first friend, first kiss, and classmate wants to have sex I say no he has no condom he has a girlfriend he has a friend who I thought was more than a friend... but now I'm not so sure
first friend, first kiss and classmate enters me his 6 foot body against my 5'2'' frame after pushing and pounding and shouts from a hodgdon dorm room he leaves me says he should get going leaves me asking him Do you want to stay?
leaves me asking me am I the other woman? will his friend ever want to be more than my friend again? am I even worth being more than a friend to anyone?
I ask him if he wants to stay because then it's not so bad maybe this wouldn't be so real he opens the door andI tell him keep this between you and mehe leaves I cry I cry and then run and then party and 24 hours later hear the news that everyone knows knows something that is not the truth
first friend, first kiss, and classmate betrays mebetrays his girlfriend betrays his friend betrays my body betrays my mind, my security, my happiness, my future relationships
I never thought this would happen I never thought this would happen to me I realized that if it could happen to meit could happen to anyone if it could happen to me it does happen to anyone
It happens here. It happens with friends, with that dance floor make-out, with classmates. It happens here.